Then I’m sorry, I cannot help you. Any public health department would test you and almost all would treat you if infected. I would encourage you to face your fear and just test. If you are a gay man and have unprotected anal sex or a woman who has unprotected intercourse with someone who has HIV or have been an IV drug user, then there is a small chance you are infected but otherwise, the risk if very low. Get your courage up and just do it.
This is your final post.