Maybe you should consider some depression/anxiety meds. I found that my tingling sensation and outbreaks increased when i was stressing out more. I was also prescribed acyclovir ointment early in my diagnoses that treated obs in 1-2days max which may help you. Sometimes what i thought was an ob was actually bacterial vaginosis. Lastly, you are not alone this virus has negatively affected my life in so many ways. I however try to reflect and appreciate all of the blessings and positives in my life to keep me from getting too depressed.