Reply To: Limbo

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Hi Terri
Since I last posted my mental health has deteriorated badly leaving me unable to think or function andcwanting to end my life. I am under mental health services. I have tried to do an econsult but it would not let me die to uk address.

I have been having non stop symptoms for apx 8 months that rotate between oral and genital. I’m exhausted and losing my mind trying to protect myself from others.
After coming out of covid to now know I cannot hug or kiss anyone ever again is to much to bear. We all need comfort and love in these times.
Is there anything I can do to calm symptoms so I can at least think straight? I’ve spent so much money buying aciclovier online and although it calms symptoms they never stop and it’s destroying me.
I have been taking up to 800 mg four or five times a day at times to have symptoms reduce then spring back again.

I think my symptoms are undoubtably herpes. As follows.
Prickly sensation in urethra, burning stinging around labia, pins and needles in buttocks and legs, pain in left leg and terrible nerve pain in left foot. Pain on left of inside of vagina.
Once that calms oral cycle starts, itchy bumpy rash on back of neck, crawly creepy nerve sensations around both nostrils and tiny itchy bump either side, electric shock sensations all around my tongue, itchy crawly sensations around lip and small sore area that seems to appear on left inner lip then disappear as quickly. Random itchy fingers, few bumps pop up then go. Once these symptoms slow down genital ones start again.

I’ve turned down two chances of a relationship as even kissing someone will put them at risk. Is this disseminated herpes due to having autoimmune conditions? My gp has put aciclovier on script and referee me for counselling. What do u advise can be done. As well as antivirals I take vitamin c etc ?

Would you agree I should not kiss or hug anyone?