Reply To: Limbo

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Hello..
I think my one achievement here is your longest thread ever!
I’m struggling mentally and now financially so chances of getting blot remote.
Besides I’m confident I have hsv 2 orally and genitally. I now get horrid pain in left leg, stabbing pain in left foot, tingling over buttocks and thighs, awful nerve pain inside vagina(left side).
I also get an itch rash up left side of back and burning around skin over left lower ribs.
Nerve pain down left arm, small itch cuts on left fingers. Sharp pain over left of skull, itchy tingling around nose, electric shock sensations left of tongue.. small blister on tongue and small pus filled spots and itching left of face.
I believe I contracted hsv2 orally due to autoimmune conditions making me more susceptible.
Outbreaks basically constant. Some relief if I take 1600 mg aciclovier daily which I’m buying online which contributes to financial distress. I have given up asking gp for support. For the first time since that disgusting encounter I have met a man online I like. He wants to meet up but it seems I will have to remain single as I can’t even risk kissing anyone without fear of infecting them. Of course I will disclose but who would want to be with someone who constantly puts them at risk of this.
Please any advice ? Can I kiss someone ? Does hsv2 transmit oral to oral easily ?

These constant symptoms are since covid vaccine. Will this ever calm down ?